out with the gf

the good old days

thanks mom

So what do you do when your mom gets you self-help books? Do you look at them for 3.4 seconds, put them on the shelf and never look at them again? Or do you look at them for 4.9 seconds and realize that your mom is right and that all of the things that your parents, friends and loved one have been telling you are real? I guess I will be taking the latter and making a commitment to start reading the first one. I have realized a lot in the past couple of days while I was home. Life was better a few months ago, but not as good as it can be. I do have a lot I need to work on and I know this, I just never admit it. BTW, I'm still not admitting it. HA! So this is all part of growing up and realizing that it IS time to make some changes for the better. To be the person I want to be and the person so many of you know I can be. Depression and bipolar disorder will always be a huge part of my life, but I can't just sit back and let it get the best of me. It just drives me to being one of the most shittiest people I know. STEP OUT - MAKE IT SAFE - STEP BACK IN.

I'm sorry for who I have been. Be my support?

gigantic

This looks like the type of movie I will be in the mood for often.